Dont say i held you back
When i only tried to help you go forward.
Dont say i wasnt there,
When i was there for you
And you werent there for me.
Dont say i lie
Because i dont, you just tell your side and “forget” to say certain things.
Dont say i didnt try.
When i gave it my all.
Dont say i didnt care.
When that was all i did.
Dont say im selfish
When i gave up my weekends, family time, sleep, time with friends for you
Dont say im a bitch
Because im not going to be a doormat.
You wronged me more in that short period of time, than any other.
I dont trust you at all anymore.
Keep that in mind you pompous “rebellious” asshole.
Oh btw i know what you did with your ex last weekend—while we were still together…
Oh…werent expecting that huh?
You took advantage of my belief in second chances and lost my trust along the way.
My conversation with my 78 year old (british) grandma..
Me:
I don't know nana, I give up on guys..
Nana:
Why? Dahling, you beautiful...
Me:
Guys are pricks. I got dumped by someone who i felt would be with me forever. Two days before I had surgery. He even said so himself, then later that week he told me about a date he had with a girl, that he said he'd had feelings for for months. We had been together for months. I don't know..i just feel disposable..And it's not like i was only attracted to him because of his looks, but because of the way he made me feel {queue water works} and i thought he would have fought to keep me, because of all the stuff we've been through...
Nana:
Lulu...deah, boys are like trains-after one leaves--another will be along in a minute..
Me:
It's not that easy nana..
Nana:
True, but nobody wants it easy. Everyone wants it hard.
Me:
....nana..
Nana:
dont worry..you'll find a guy with a bigger heart and a bigger--
Me:
NANA! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!